LIFE in MONO Wow..has time been zooming by me or what? Its already AUGUST? Fuck maan.. i don't even know is it a good thing or a bad thing. Of late, everything in life seems to take a neutral tendency. And no, i'm not talking about me in a state of equilibrium nor in a state of calm. Everything is just grey. I can't see the black in black or the white in white no more. Its just grey. Everything is just GREY. Catch me offguard and ask me how's life these days..i bet my last dollar that i'll reply with :" Its alright../ like that lor...". I cannot sense positivity / negativity in me anymore and thats a bit worrying. Well, the last positive thought in my head was that i'll be headed to Cambodia in the 1st week of Sept. I could say i was excited bout it bcoz i've always wanted to go there and soak up the culture, be exactly where the khmer rouge revolution took place and scale those steep treacherous steps of Angkor wat. BUT, Murphy's law, fucking tickets got sold out. So PHUKET instead...*YAWNZ* The recent metamorphosis has been refreshing in away but stale at the same time. See! Neutral tendencies..OMG.  Maintaining this status quo: "SINGLE" was quite a feat that i pulled off. I was single for such a long time (in my context) i actually forgot how carefree being a "SINGLE" was. It was refreshing in the sense that the metamorphosis sparked off a myriad of colorful events (my hair being one of em) and a whole lot of you-know-what with you-know-who that kinda took me on a rollercoaster adventure. But at the end, how fun can it be when there's no one sittin beside you and screamin alongside you throughout that ride. At the end of it all i'll still go: Who are you kidding?? What am i rambling on about? I dunno either...i guess its me gettin in touched with my emos. Kinda hate it cos i actually feel soft.  Oh, btw, i'm doing my CFAs now and the general passing rate is 43%. Be Positive / Negative? Think i'll just remain in that safe neutral position. | 
